As far as family I do not have the perfect one, a long with every one else. I grew up living with my Grandma and Grandpa; at first, it was just my sister and I. She's a year younger than me and technically shes my half sister, but I don't see it that way. For kinder and first I went to live with my aunt without my sister. I hated living  there because my three cousins were boys and they'd always pick on me. I felt so alone over there and I was just a little kid lol. Finally, I moved back with my sister and Grandparents. I forgot if I was unaware of my mom or what, but I would see my grandma as my mom, I even called her mom. Ocassionally my mom would be home to take care of my sister and I, but she would sleep, so me and my sister just took care of ourselves. My dad was also see me once in a while, but I wasn't much aware of him either. My mom was always in and out of jail ever since I was little because she had drug problems. And, unfortunately, she didn't care about her kids at the moment. Too bad for her, because she had twin boys. We all grew up with our grandparents raising us and It wasn't a big problem. Now my mom is improving, stopped the drugs so far, and she is living with us. My grandma got kind of sick but she is improving too. I don't see my dad a lot, but I don't mind, I don't need a dad. My brothers, or one of my brothers is now currently the problem. Hes about nine and he has a huge mental problem or something. If he doesn't get his way he goes psycho path seriously. He gets hammer, knives, yesterday, he hit my mom in the knee with a hammer. My mom thinks he has a psychological problem. Me and my sister just think he was born evil. Today, his nina from Arizona came to take him for two weeks, but he ran outside and won't come back in. They want to figure out why he's so angry..Idk ,but he causes a lot of problems....

So I looked through my backpack and found some old writing of mine.

Our first Kiss
"The bushes are my friends." I walked towards the half beaat up bushes that divided the small street from the main street. "Nope, they're not!" He said as he grabbed my hand back towards him. My heart rushed; we both secretly knew we wanted to hold hands, but shyness threw our hands apart again. I wanted him to grab my hand again, so I would go farther away, so he could pull me closer. The street came to a small crosswalk and we both stopped and stood right in the center of it. "Well, I guess I'll see you later." He gave me a hug goodbye. I closed my eyes and when I opened them again I was surpised to still be in his arms. I must have blanked out because that next moment his lips were on mine, and I never wanted it to end.

hehe i loved that day